It has been a number of years since I have last posted. I have moved again, once again to the other end of the country, once again to a place where I live with no one but myself and my animals. But lately I have been thinking of this platform, and the fact that in a very real way, I still need it.
I started this blog in a very bad headspace. I began it at the start of my journey of disability, ,as a way to get things out into the world and off my chest. As I got what I thought was better, I stopped posting as much. Turns out the only thing I got better at was squashing down my thoughts and feelings.
Now I have room to grow once again. I have room to think, express myself, and contemplate without external stress. I am taking this as an opportunity to work through the thoughts and behaviours of a lifetime, with a view to improving myself going forward, bit by slow bit. And that, for me, involves understanding where those thoughts and behaviours came from and why I used them to survive.
So I shall return to active writing, once more documenting my (very slow) walk to wellness in the hopes of comforting other people that they are not alone in their struggles.
Walk to Wellness 